Bone Tired

I feel my age and some today. My very soul seems tired. I am having trouble even talking with any semblance of actual coherence. 

I tried to read the stories for this week's workshop, but I couldn't pay enough attention to get through. I'll have to read them later this week. I need to sit down and try to write again. I am just not feeling it right now. I am just soul tired, I guess. 

I have to decide soon if I am going to try and get into the Squaw Valley workshop. I don't know if I am really good enough to get in. And if I do get in, I don't know how I'll be able to deal with the pressure of bringing something actually good to the table. I am not feeling it right now. I am feeling so very like I just have no talent and nothing to say. Bleh. 

So tired. I need a new day. This one is just done.